STRESSED OUT AND READY TO EXPLODE

Work is really pissing me off at the moment. Spending allot of hours there, up to 11 hours a day, every day, it seems I just come home to sleep, wake up and go back there.It wouldn't be so bad only for the a-holes I work with.

I'm talking about people who don't try the "self help" method first and disturb you to ask a stupid question that if they had bothered they could have found the answer out themselves. They also expect me and my colleague to fix every f*cking thing that goes wrong in the place from unjamming the photocopier to being told we have run out of coffee - like I'm the freaking tea lady or something or worse still their wife.

Yes, they are all males (sorry guys) and what makes it worse is my colleague runs herself ragged to do their bidding, while complaining about it and doing the old martyr routine. She then gets the shits with me because I am assertive (OK more like aggresive) enough to tell them where to go - so I'm f*cked on both counts.

Now don't get me wrong I'm the first person who will help anybody in need, what I can't stand is people who are too lazy to get off their fat a*ses and do things for themselves. Ok rant over!!!

Weighed in this morning and am recording a gain which I totally expected,it has though improved over the last week as the numbers were much higher. All I can do is keep plugging away and not use my current stress levels as an excuse to pig out.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN

To all my friends who celebrate Halloween, I hope you have a good one. And remember to go for the tricks rather than the treats!




One for the ladies

NO LONGER A BEE'S DICK

I'm no longer a bee's dick away from the teens. It's looking more like a camel's dick at the moment.

I went to a 50th birthday bash on the weekend, it was fully catered, I will say no more, I had to be rolled out of the house. I had good intentions of staying on track Sunday and Monday,but failed at the 8pm mark,on both occasions. Gotta work extra hard tonight to get over the hump.

I'm not going to weigh in tomorrow as I know there will be a gain, so like Christine, I'm giving myself a "pass" from weigh in this week, only for this week no matter how my week goes.


I am going to requisition a vodka cooler as I am going to need it over the next four weeks, hell I need it now. Work is extremely busy at the moment and my assistant has just gone on leave for one month ( The Biatch !!!!! lol).

We are spending this weekend by the water, a nice unit overlooking the harbour, about an hours drive, it will be a nice change of scenery. Only problem is they have forcasted rain, here we are in a drought and it decides to rain when we get a chance to go away- figures!!!!

IT'S FRIDAY - YIPPEE

HOW QUICKLY THE YEARS PASS!

WEIGH IN - A BEES DICK AWAY!

Weighed in this morning with a loss of .600kg ( 1.36lbs) taking my weight to 120.2kg (264.44 lbs) a mere bees dick away from the teens again.

I'm happy with that, as I'm still not doing any planned exercise, though I did make it to the gym once last week which I know just really didn't count for anything. I have a surprise 50th this weekend, (not mine - yet! lol)so I have a lot of self talk to do before I go to ensure I don't undo all the hard work Ive done over the last 3 weeks.

I want to make a special mention to all my friends out there in cyberspace and anyone else who is struggling at the moment,you people have helped keep the flame alive in me and made me not want to throw the towel in ,even though I have come close a couple of times, so know I am there for you and if anyone would like to email me directly to talk over some things please do as I would love to hear from you. Hope you all have a great day.

IT'S MONDAY - UGH!

RETURN OF THE SHOE WHORE

Well my shoe shopping of last week went well. In fact it went very well. I have never before had such a successful day shopping for shoes, I was in shoe Utopia (if their is such a place). Heres some photos of my purchases.






Not bad for someone who has had so much trouble. The white pair are labelled "Dynamic Suspension" which made me laugh as they sounded like something you'd find on a car or tyres maybe.They are certainly very comfortable and I can feel the cushioning as I walk. WOOHOO!